
26.5.11 @ [
8:35 PM]

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siti ;
old friend ?
eu miss me ?
erm .
if i can know which friend of mine ?
siti . . . . ?
kakak ;
mane ade lawa .
badan turun naik .
adik also dont understand .
that's the slimmest i can go for now .
well hello again .
didnt blog this days even if its my off days .
busy in & out from home .
just a short quick update ya .
my new life at work .
cant work without this 2 .
left belong to me permanently & right belongs to me only when im at work .
i used to go online on that phone with whoever whenever i feel bored at work .
not anymore ever since my new baby is with me .
been watching youtube , laughing all alone at work like crazy woman .
when i burst out laughing , everybody will look at me & say , " dah kenape ketawe sorang macam orang gile . "
videos made me laugh like mad woman was by dee kosh , the sweetest kind .
eu really driving me nuts man .
well sunday morning reach home from work .
slept at 11am & woke up at 1pm .
im getting nuts each & everyday .
lack of sleep lah , what else .
planned to go cik aini's house as she's having sort of garage sale at her crib .
siap pey siap , terus baring balik & felt lazy .
after cik aini's place , meeting farhan .
as promised & planned , will be meeting at 6pm but i dragged , getting all ready by 730pm .
wth wawa .
mummy also wanted to join us actually but she'll be having dnd at 8pm which means she didnt join us lastly .
both yazid & farhan waited for me .
last minute pulak mama aku wanna follow .
i slept the whole journey .
wow !
waken up by farhan or i'll be sleeping in car when they have gone for shopping .
been yawning most of the time in hall 5 , expo .
mother pushed stroller while farhan carried nadra , yazid carried camera & me walked like beauty queen down the hall way not holding or carrying onto anything .
cheydibah ~
didnt shop much .
the apparel , undergarments , etc didnt really catches my eye .
the baby clothing , baby shoes all seriously , yuks to me .
dah macam barang reject .
seriously .
walked out .
saw muah chee .
yummey ~
saw texas chicken when checking in foursquare which means it should be around hall 5 .
sekali carik pey carik , dah nak tutop dah .
im just in love with their biscuits .
thats all .
wanted to go east coast to have our supper .
raining heavily with a sudden .
think & think .
since we're around there , might as well just head to airport .
& of course we wont get in contact with the rain drops .
on the way there , farhan called boy & ask which terminal has popeye .
headed to terminal 3 .
while eating , there comes 4 people coming in our way .
didnt notice them on my 1st glance .
sekali came boy , nanie , web & ayid's ex-gf ?
wth !
dont understand why ayid & web suke rolling girls .
hack care lah .
fed nadra milk & change her nappy .
farhan carried her then .
farhan is nadra's new vomitting victim .
haha !
kelakska .
then head home & lepas my place with yazid & farhan till 3am+ ?
yeah i was sleepy already actually but . . . .
monday went nadra's check up .
injeection again .
actually that will be her last injection after which will be on her 9months but next month have to go again as i took the other injection .
i dont actually understand or know what that's for but as recommended by the nurses there then i shall proceed then .
keluar from the room je saw farhan sitting next to my mum .
terkejut aku .
bukan nye nak masuk bilik tuh dokong nadra .
aku dah lah penakot nak tengok anak aku kene cocok .
her injection also mangkin membesar mangkin mahal sey .
from $96 to $106 to $160 .
adoi !
if only i can gadai my bulu .
then to causeway point then to lot 1 for quick lunch at long john silver .
photo below mother feed her long john's clam chowder & was carried by her papa .
ok i dont actually remember what i do these days .
forgetful wawa .
ok nevermind .
lets skip .
tuesday went jurong plc for tele-visit .
for the 1st time in my whole life , thats the 1st time i argued with prison police .
dari 3 vs 1 sampai kan 1 vs 1 & life also half giving up .
aku dari cool sampai kan blood boiling sey .
ade anak aku tak lepas masok just because there's no connection .
wtf !
she's my daughter & worst she's just a baby who doesnt know any single thing .
police tu terus muke guilty habis .
pi mampos gan korang .
sampai kan aku coloured , " yes i know police will always be right ! "
tu part semua tundok & diam sey .
then to west mall , coffee bean bought warm chocolate .
rockery for bubble tea .
bengawan solo for putri salad .
cookies , etc .
everything equals to gain weight .
tsk ~
wednesday didnt go anywhere actually until evening i went senja-cashew community centre for a swim with my daughter .
baru masok kan , yes she cried .
air sejuk mah .
few minutes makin masok kan badan terus tak nangis .
tiarap kan die like she's floating until tangan aku dah penat then i put float on her neck & she's on her own all the way .
sampai kan senyum & ketawe sey kesukaan .
chilaka pey anak .
kan ku sangke kaw tak suke tapi akhirnya , . . . .
then to upstair gym .
i enrolled for trainer to train me .
cheap sey .
$130 for 3months .
not bad what .
he say , promise & confident i can lose 4kg in 1 month & will lose 14kg in 3months .
tu dah kire around my previous weight before pregnant sey .
baik perr !
today i took urgent leave on my full time job as i got to relief class .
haiz ~
really tiring to be a single parent .
will never be enough as my daughter is growing & will need to go school in years to come .
uniform , monthly fee , books , stationery = MONEY !
hmph !
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