
8.5.11 @ [
12:51 PM]

нαиγα тυнαи вϊѕα мзмϊѕαнкαи кϊтα
lelaki yang fikiran tak betol .
songsang pey anak .
he dont even know what he wants .
aku suruh die berambus , jinak betol .
just testing him by asking him to go & die pun takde sedih or nak pujuk or cakap he really want his family back , which means , he dont care about us .
see !
lucky im clever enough to test him & sekali betol lah hati aku cakap that he havent change yet .
walaa ~
lantak kaw lah muhammad farhan .
antare kaw dengan tuhan lah ape yang kaw dah buat kat nadra & aku .
zakat fitrah anak kaw , pandai² lah kaw jawap gan tuhan .
eu'll never change lah .
cakap je dah berubah tapi same je aku tengok .
takde pun attitude fatherly kaw tuh ?
kawan kaw tuh , didie , hariz bukan darah die pun he knows how to appreciate anak kecik yang tak bersalah bukan macam kaw !
buat bodoh je gan anak kaw sendiri .
dekat dengan kite setakat nak show off kat orang yang kaw ade anak .
belah sudah .
nadra tuh anak kaw setakat darah aje ok .
selain dari tuh , die bukan hak milik kaw !
i gave up on eu already lah .
seriously .
time for me to move on , change .
throw farhan away from my heart & time for me to find a replacement .
insya'allah & hopefully , a true man this time .
a man that can guide nadra & me .
amin !
yesterday on my way to work , mr a sound me again .
since 3 or no 2 years ago , till today .
whenever he sound me , honestly aku macam nak pekik je kat die .
die macam pakse sey .
irritating taw tak .
asik mintak aku jawapan .
aku dah cakap eu cant force someone to love eu pun tetap kaw tekan aku untuk jawapan .
after having that second thought , macam nak gave him chance to be with me .
aku tanak menyesal for the second time like how i ignored arwah syafiq for a wrong " boy " .
aku selalu pilih lelaki yang salah .
lelaki yang sangat aku sayang selalu end up main kan aku balik walhal lelaki yang betol sayang aku tuh lah lelaki yang sangat aku benci .
like mr a , actually i hate him the way he force me in giving him the answer .
honestly i want to turn things around .
i want to be with someone who i hate , someone who im not in love with .
maybe the 1 i hate most is actually my prince charming .
insya'allah .
yesterday morning after work straight to bpp for alteration then to zhenghua primary school for the poll .
ouh my ~
lucky me , my line has no queue at all .
alhamdullillah .
was at work when the result goes live on television .
my break was at 11pm to 12am .
i sat right in front of the lcd screen tv at my company canteen .
dengan muke yang serious & macam paham while drinking air Qoo .
tunggu pey tunggu sampai kan kol 12am pun result lom kua .
lari masok balik tempat keje & inform my colleague that i want to have another hour break to watch the voting result .
lari balik go canteen , sekali tengok , ey !
PAP wins for Bukit Panjang SMC .
yehaa ~
masok balik keje , senyum sendiri .
nyanyi " tra la la la " .
lompat² macam rabbit .
whats so exciting about it ?
entah .
aku pun tak taw actually .
siao liao .
here's a photo of us & our minister while doing the house visiting .
right to left ;
mama , me , my daughter , my neighbour & dr teo ho pin .
my daughter kecik² dah take photo with minister .
shiok pe nadra .
but ur face uh , asal macam blur gitu ?
sotong like mama ey ?
hi-5 baby .
today morning after work , met mama at lot 1 for breakfast at kfc .
while waiting for her , i go round & round the mall looking for gift to give her .
seriously otak mati sey .
da lah ngantok .
ni nak tido , bangun tido then i'll plan on where to go for mothers' day celebration .
anyway , to all mothers out there , stay hawt & happy mothers' day .
нея ωояδѕ • нзя ѕαγ ♥