10.4.11 @ [
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kesian doh mr pinky ilang .
nak ketawe lagi kat die boleh ?
muahaha !
more retributions to come .
aku dah nampak dah dengan mate kepale aku sendiri allah do exist & listen to our prayers .
ever since the day he put me aside like trash with a heart beating in my womb , day & night i pray to allah .
supaye allah tunjuk kan kebenaran .
if memang die bukan jodoh aku , kuat kan iman aku to forget him & teach him a lesson .
slowly lot of shits happen to him .
1st he had an accident with the girl he love .
2nd the girl flirt behind his back with an ex , just like what he did to me .
3rd in love with another girl who ditched him & attached to another man .
4th hard time life he had .
lastly , he lost his favourite bike .
dear god .
i wonder whats next ?
allhamdullillah , i thank eu for granting my wishes .
honestly at the same time , i cried hearing him having difficulties but what can i do .
this is what his been asking for .
allah never sleep & he knows whats going on .
allah selalu bantu orang yang jujur & ikhlas .
orang yang hati busuk macam tuh lelaki , padah lah jawab nye .
i pray he will have a hard time for life !
macam mane die seksa aku & anak aku , macam gitu aku nak die jugak terseksa .
doesnt mean die tak tanggung anak die , tak kasi nafkah anak , die hidup senang .
begitu jugak lah aku nak die susah walaw pun jauh dari aku & anak kite .
i dont care if he doesnt care or love me but all i want is my daughter to have love from her birth father .
ni tidak , die takde simpati langsung .
takde fikir or kesian kan anak die .
yes now she may not know anything but as she grow , she will know & understand what her father did to her .
create her to this universe then junk her like trash .
argg ~
enough said .
i'll just wait , watch & see on whats gonna happen next .
last night i went to mustafa centre with nadra & mama .
pey lah banyak orang .
sampai kan aku beli barang pun kalang kabut .
rimas sey .
selalu pergi mustafa its a must to complete all levels but ni setakat basement carik nadra nye nappy rash cream , my perfume .
tu je sey .
tak naik atas buy junkies food pun .
tsk ~
dah tuh takpe .
bertawaf satu mustafa centre carik tempat makan .
ingat mcdonalds city square 24/7 sekali tutop dah .
so walk back to mustafa cafe for supper .
while walking to mustafa , there's this 3 banglas .
smoke their " bidi " or whatever the spelling is .
pey lah bau busuk .
chey aku ~
mentang² lah dah quit smoking .
padehal time school pun i ever tried smoke that " bidi " but once .
yuks taste .
was so jealous at mustafa centre .
depan , belakang , kiri , kanan all couples .
some with their babies , kids .
haiz ~
alangka indah nye hidup aku if i were to have bf .
only that will complete mine & nadra's life .
then cab home .
ex-bf nizam sms me .
ajak jumpe .
aku dah lah baru balik keje terus gi mustafa , die lagi boleh ajak lepak .
aku kat mustafa kepale dah noneng case kalaw baring kat lantai can really sleep sey .
damn tired .
his with his friends .
told him to turun mustafa cafe law nak jumpe then he say his at bp so he waited for me at my void deck .
sekali nak taw cite ?
aku balik , tuka pampers nadra , susu kan die as she havent sleep yet , taw² aku bangun dah kol 11am lah sey dengan hp aku dah mati .
haha !
sorry zam .
clever daughter looking at the no smoking sign .
say no to cigarettes ok baby .
love eu sayang .
the hugo boss perfume i bought actually because i miss him .
im not to sure if thats the perfume he wears .
i only remember its hugo boss .
he ever showed me the perfume at bugis junction .
i forget how the bottle is .
i smell all the hugo boss perfume & i think i found the smell of his .
gosh ~
bau maha bau deep sey aku .
as i smell the perfume , i told nadra this is the perfume papa pakai taw .
haha !
talking to baby who doesnt understand single thing .
silly wawa .
so i'll just put the perfume 1 corner & smell it whenever i miss him .
only by that perfume can resemble him .
hello new stuff .
good bye old stuff .
gonna miss eu .
take care ok .
cousin just called & ask if im going out today .
told him im going vivo .
his family wanna join .
yeah ~
after few weeks , family day again .
oh got to go .
daughter just woke up .
blog again soon .
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