
17.4.11 @ [
12:50 AM]

нαиγα тυнαи вϊѕα мзмϊѕαнкαи кϊтα
hopefully nadra wont wake up again so i can do a proper post .
she's sleeping on my lap at this moment .
without me by her side , she wont go to sleep peacefully .
haiyo ~
susah lah gini .
last night gf betty ask me to join her & friends at dbl o .
i just dont find myself me anymore .
original wawa pantang orang ajak gi club .
its a must for her to go .
tak kire tempat lah actually .
kawan ajak mesti aku go nye but now i just dont know exactly whats wrong with me .
betty ajak gi dbl o aku tanak , nas ajak aku gi karaoke tonight aku tanak .
whats wrong with me ?
i just cant leave any gaps in between me & daughter .
even at work , i'll look at our photo & cry .
thats the purpose & reason why i have to put our photo at the back of my batch card .
tadi at work terlampau boring .
got nothing to do .
played tic tac toe , bingo at whiteboard .
we laughed like crazy women .
sampai terduduk , sampai kan aku ingus meleley .
macam² lah .
tadi pun bobal kotor .
they shouted , " WAWA ! "
i walked to their place , suddenly ask me , " eu laki umur berape ? "
told them lah 1989 , 22 this year .
correct mah .
father to my daughter was born in year 1989 mah .
i didnt lie what .
after hearing his age , they laugh out loud .
i was so blur & wondering why the hell did they laugh .
sekali they say , " dapat laki mude confirm sedap uh ni hari² kene lanyak . "
kepale hotak korang .
whats so funny about hari² kene lenyak ?
asal korang jealous ke tak dapat laki mude & hari² tak kene lanyak .
stupid people talking about stupid topic .
i smiled & politely tell them , " no lah . laki saye gile motor . die pasal sex tak heavy sangat . "
terus si pompan melayu tuh , " ouh mat motor rupe nye . "
i smiled again & walk off .
whatever sey korang .
feel like chopping off ur head , put it in the washing machine & spin it .
tadi meeting also , my work place organizing some outdoors activities like paintball , in-line skating .
cool or what !
of course lah i wanna go .
currently my company having yoga class & also photography competition .
as for the photography competition , the theme is " a day at hortpark " or expression .
must be taken by any digital camera or camera phone .
pakal im not good at taking photo or else i would already submitted mine .
the prizes are like ipods , etc .
cool ya .
anyway , congrats to my secondary classmate .
his wife now admitted already .
will go to labour anytime soon .
once again , congrats pixie & lala .
welcome to the parenting hood .
i feel exhausted this few days .
not enough sleep .
why ?
because i will always play games before i go to bed like roughly 230am then i wake up at 5am to get ready for work .
few hours of sleep for 3 days straight .
tomorrow im suppose to go boardwalk in the 1st place then i change my mind to go to the Mums & Babes Warehouse Sales .
tu pun suddenly i feel so lazy to go .
now plan to go baby spa but not for her swim but massage this time round .
kesian anak aku asik gi baby spa , kene swimming je .
penat die .
insya'allah i ownt feel lazy again .
monday i have to reach woodlands polyclinic at 8am .
reach 8am which means i have to leave home 7am & that means i have to wake up at 4am to get ready .
adoi ~
bengok betol lah aku ni gi amik slot 8am .
macam paham sey aku .
hopefully badan die da tak panas by monday or else kene postpone again like until when nadra ?
tadi at work , i was so bored sampai kan terbayang-bayang wajah kotak sampoerna .
adoi ~
bibir ni gian buat O .
i even miss the taste & smell of it .
macam 75% of me say , " AH ISAP ROKOK BALIK UH ! "
da la .
makin lame makin blog mepek .
sleepy actually .
my left eye already closed .
damn sleepy .
good night to all readers .
sweet dream ya .
have a great weekend by the way .
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