6.3.11 @ [
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photo above taken at seoul garden city square johor bahru earlier on today .
click on the photo to see my words for my 1 & only daughter .
so touching & i felt like crying .
haha !
just kidding .
sarp ~
berpantun nampak .
back to story .
father's idea to have dinner there .
selalu makan makanan yang pelik .
tsk ~
reached malaysia around 3+pm .
waited for parents at city square as their going kota raya .
i loiter around till 5+pm .
thats when we went to seoul garden .
while waiting , went mcdonalds to have fries & chocolate shake .
then to " Wawa " san , my favourite dvd shop .
just because it has my nick on it .
haha !
bought khurafat for cik nora .
& few bullshit movies for dad .
was pissed at singapore custom arrival scanning .
sengaje aku acting stupid ; " excuse me , i cant seem to put the prem in ( the scanner ) . "
the staff ; " ok nevermind . just walk through with it . "
me ; ( mumbling to myself same time want them to hear it ) " kalaw letak carton rokok kat dalam tadi bagus sey . "
sekali the checker stop me & wanna check my carlo rino handbag which consist of my daughter's milk powder , bottles , pampers , wet tissue , hanky .
ah check uh kaw puas² .
dalam prem tanak check , bag aku yang dah go through scanner yang kaw nak check .
isnt that stupid ?
what if i were to put drugs in the stroller , in my daughter's pampers ?
or even the milk powder container pretending it to be milk powder where as its drug .
seriously , singapore government's are effing fools .
aku dah lah tengah mangkuk , mane angkat bag , angkat stroller .
lagi nak tahan aku .
asal tak check dalam seluar , pampers anak aku sekali ?
tak takot ke kalaw aku selit drug or rokok in ?
law nak check pun be reasonable lah please .
takmo step on the ball tapi no reasons behind it .
ouh ya .
so last minute thing .
before i left to jb , this lady called ask if i can start work tomorrow .
the 3 days per week job .
chaotic sey .
was feeling so down .
i have to work but in another part of it , i cant bare to leave my daughter at home .
i know i have to work no matter what .
mak aku pulak friday someone called her too suruh interview besok .
if mum's working , terpakse aku send babysitter .
dah bapak aku bising .
sayang nye nak anta babysitter .
babysitter can just do anything behind us .
they can pinch , etc .
lagi if baby sey , all they know is cry .
lagi kalaw si nadra ni , shout her lungs out .
confirm orang tuh nanti bingit baby ni macam tak taw sabar , ade je anak aku kene kuti ke cubit ke .
we never know .
but how ?
at last , i ask mother not to work .
not to worry .
my pay , i'll buy her things , save few in my bank account & daughter's bank account 1st then the rest of my pay , i'll give it to my mum .
nasib baik 1 week 3 days je keje .
bare with it wawa .
only for 3 days ..
the rest i can spend time with daughter .
whatever it is , eu'll always in my heart , mind & soul nadra .
mama love eu endlessly .
muacK !
i've got a photo of daughter's 1st tear .
but not so clear ya .
can see or not ?
cute right ?
cant believe it time flies so fast .
before she's a little girl who dont have tears when she cries & now she does .
what's next ?
sit then crawl then 1st tooth ?
aww ~
her 1st toncet day which is this afternoon .
see her dark brown eye ball ?
just like her dada .
thats all for now .
will blog again soon .
hopefully i still got time for net even though im gonna be busy with work & family .
good night earthlings ~
p/s : i love eu endlessly Nadra .
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