
8.3.11 @ [
11:40 PM]

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daughter's sleeping on my lap .
hee ~
like big girl lah eu baby .
quick post ya wawa .
2nd day of work , not so sleepy like yesterday .
there's this guy from NYP & his on attachment till 28th may 2011 .
his not good looking lah but i just find him cute .
every minute all of us in the room laugh our lungs out hearing his stories & the way he answer back all the questions .
enough of him .
cant wait for my off day this coming saturday .
or should i say , cant wait till friday evening .
tgif !
last day of work for this week .
end of this month or maybe early next month , me & my ex-colleague going for our 1 day trip to batam .
kecik bringing along her husband i think but am not sure if she's bringing her putri .
i dont know too if i should bring nadra .
susah lerr bawak , lagi im alone .
if got partner takpe jugak .
fir going with his , erm .
i dont know too .
well , i just cant wait .
next up , alipmori phantom kia !
alip alip alip .
been blogging about him too much recently .
sumpah aku tengah bingit with him .
every single day , every single hour , he'll sms me , " u buat apa ? "
10 kali message , 10 kali aku tak reply , selagi tuh lah die keep on messaging .
got 1 time tuh when im going kk visit baby N on the 3rd march tuh , he sms me who im going with .
told him im going alone but meeting my friends there .
then he say , " lerr baru ingat nak ikut . "
then i say " no problem lah if ur not shy meeting my friends . "
terus die cakap die nak anta je .
i say nevermind , takya as i'll be bringing hamper lagi , naik moto lagi , lecey .
moto kalaw kecik & pelan takpe .
boleh put on my lap at least .
ni moto r1 .
naik biol kalaw naik moto die dengan bawak hamper .
then die senyap all the way sampai malam when im at cck mrt going back home , he sms me again kat mane .
i replied him cck mrt .
he ask with who , i say lah my daughter .
then ask me effing good question .
" nak keluar gi makan ? "
aku ey bingit , i reply him , " abe my daughter sape nak jage ? "
then diam again .
like hours later , he sms me again ajak keluar .
lagi bikin aku bingit tak habis² .
terus i reply him , " abe my daughter sape nak jage ? ajak uh ur gf , kimie . "
member terus senyap .
sampai lah baru ni die berani nak sms lagi .
geram betul aku gan ni janfantanfan .
i hate man like this nowadays .
to me now , if eu want me , eu have to accept my daughter too .
eu cant just have me without loving my daughter .
if eu dont want my daughter then i wont hesitate to ask eu to go far away from my life .
tak heran & tak mati lah takde lelaki dalam hidup aku .
its like a package lah .
eu love me , eu must love my daughter too .
or if eu dont & rase nak mak nye aje then i better say bye² to eu coz ur not worth to even to date with .
case alip ni nampak sangat nak huray² dengan aku je .
boleh belah lah lu .
im not gonna let another man come in my life & step onto my head .
no more letting jerks to enter my life .
now i have to be really careful as i have daughter to think of too .
now off to bed with precious gem .
naik semut² kaki aku anak aku tidur on my lap .
нея ωояδѕ • нзя ѕαγ ♥