9.3.11 @ [
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нαиγα тυнαи вϊѕα мзмϊѕαнкαи кϊтα
3rd day of work , 1st time on line dah afal most of the things there .
congrats wawa .
ur so clever .
haha !
trainer of mine name izuan aka wan .
pecah sey .
leader kasi aku partner with this malay guy pulak .
he like shy to teach me , lame kelamaan , together laugh about this & that .
funny sey .
he disturb , im wawan , she's wawa .
kurangaja ~
on my way home in transport , i cry sey sampai berair mate mengalir di pipi .
chey dibah ~
tetibe teringat pasal nadra .
feeling guilty leaving her at home while i go to work .
i know its a must for me to go work to support her now & her future but . . .
i feel sad & bad , didnt talk & play with her .
if only i got husband , tanak sey aku keje .
i prefer to choose to stay home being a full time housewife & full time mother just to be by daughter's side 24/7 .
ape kan daye aku ni single parent , die² also i have to work coz maklom lah kan , bapak pade anak aku ni tak sayang anak .
anak belum keluar pun dah lari .
hmm ~
kesian anak mama .
papa die tak sayang die ey .
mama here to love eu always & forever ok .
i'll do just anything for eu .
i have to be strong .
just for my nadra .
but i know deep in me , im not yet capable with this .
ya allah .
kaw beri kan lah hambe mu ini kekuatan & ketenangan diri untuk terus kan hidup seharian nye .
amin !
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November 2008
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