
13.12.10 @ [
6:33 PM]

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here i am again sparing some of my time blogging .
seriously this days i dont have so much time on lappy .
1stly i wanna say thank eu to my ex , nizam .
he came here last week but i dont remember exactly when .
& got her 1 gift set of POOH !
taw aje tuh anak aku suke pooh .
includes pooh bottle , pooh shirt , pooh pants , pooh cloth & pooh bip .
& nizam , tag f o r t y t h r e e d o l l a r so the tak perlu ok .
nak tunjuk kan sangat right actually ?
but whatever it is , THANK EU .
next up , last 2 days he balik kampung .
noyang pass away .
big condelence to eu & family .
but his back home last night .
ayah got us lemang & whats lemang ?
went lot 1 mcdonald with my mum & daughter yesterday .
while waiting for my customer , ashalina , we head to mcdonalds 1st .
mother had her large ice mocha chip frappe if im not wrong .
as for myself , i dont know what got into me .
i ordered mcflurry oreo with extra oreo topping & . .
& guess what !
medium hot chocolate .
after ordering i told myself " aku ni tak betol ke both sejuk & panas aku nak . "
siao sey .
mother also say i tak betul .
sinting wawa .
then met ashalina outside mcdonalds .
off we head to bus stop & waited for 307 .
my mum showed the way to ain's place .
why we're there ?
coz she got us involve .
customer looking for me .
aku yang tak bersalah pun kene marah .
nak report police & stuff .
haiz ~
gi rumah die lah to settle things .
sekali she not home .
told me kene halau rumah , dad say dah tak balik rumah .
tak kan lah mak bapak nak halau .
tsk tsk tsk ~
nak sangat kene halau rumah agak nye .
cakap gan customer anak masuk hospital sakit padehal anak kat rumah kene dokong gan atok .
tsk tsk tsk ~
nak sangat anak sakit agak nye .
seriously i dont like people making me like a fool .
dengan orang boleh kaw nak bodoh kan but not me .
either kaw jujur gan aku atau kaw sendiri paisey .
end of the day , nak mengamok gan aku .
think i her small sister is it ?
dah mengamuk takpe .
maki² all .
kepala buto all kua .
what is kepala buto ?
ish ~
semalam macam mane die bahase kasa pun , aku rilek je .
takde maki satu haram pun kat die .
malahan aku tunjuk mak aku her messages & i laugh .
funny.com dohh .
die yang salah pas tu sendiri nak mengamok .
people wont look for eu if eu done nothing wrong .
pas tu nak ugot aku , jangan sampai aku dapat taw kaw paoto address aku kat customer .
never use her brain to think ape ?
if i want , dah lame lah lelong alamat die .
haiyo ~
pity her so much for the mess she herself made .
so what if she's reading this .
this is the fact .
im not creating any story .
wanted to give her a helping hand tapi nasib lah kan die bobal gan aku dah macam aku pulak yang utang die $$ .
kirim salam joy .
tak rugi ilang kawan macam tuh .
told me & ashalina dah post , dah call , will reach today or tomorrow .
then yesterday told ashalina on phone its at her mum's place .
talk like snake .
ouh ya .
she was born ina year of a snake lah .
hehe .
kesian customer waiting for their item for 2months , 1months , weeks .
yang heran tuh months sey .
more heran is the thing is at home but never send to customer when customer has been waiting for months .
ni lah kisah cerite , pelik tapi benar .
tomorrow farhan's coming here to send the lemangs ayah bought for my family & also meet his princess .
kirim him the flower pacifier coz daughter lost her's .
lucky he got the last piece .
this friday is daughter's 1 month old .
love for her grow each & everyday .
for now she looks just like her father .
nearly a month people have been giving compliment on the face she got just like her father .
im here still waiting for eu to have my look , daughter .
waiting & still waiting .
i seriously want the mother & daughter look .
i dont care if its only a day .
2010 ending soon & here i am still dont know what life im leading .
hopefully my 2011 will be a new year for me .
giving myself till the last of the day of 2010 .
if still no changes from him , then bye-bye ~
i know he still hasnt change yet .
he commented on that ' cleo patra ' but the status on his wall , he removed .
like if his honest & changed , why on earth must he keep things from me .
worst , with the girl he kissed when his with me .
tapi takpe .
wawa sekarang bukan wawa dulu .
wawa dulu boleh lah nak mengamok gan die , tanye die itu ini but now , seriously i dont bother lah .
die nak tipu lagi , nak buat bende belakang aku lagi then up to him .
his own lost .
i dont lost anything coz i still have my daughter with me & im happy daughter is with me .
no him , i dont die coz i already been there when im pregnant .
he ever told me he regret leaving me & daughter .
ni kite masih contact lagi , die masih tengok anak die lagi , kite masih kasi die muke , maaf kan die .
kire dah bagus tuh .
jangan nanti lame² aku dah muak dengan perangai die yang same nanti aku ilang kan diri .
aku suruh mak bapak aku pindah biar die tak jumpe anak die terus or tak kan taw khabar pun .
sebab nye aku dah malas nak tunggu kan die berubah .
buang mase aku kat sini masih lagi tunggu die berubah when die kat sane masih square one .
dah nak 2011 doh .
tak kan masih nak gitu je .
dengan dah ade anak lagi .
settle down & get a life lah kan .
sekarang ni die comment cleo patra pun seriously aku tak marah pun .
aku tak tanye die pun .
tak kuase lah sey .
cume aku not happy with him coz he keep things behind me .
tapi takpe , tetap aku tak kan tanye or tegur die .
aku nak tengok sendiri sampai mane perangai die sekarang ni akan bawak die .
like why must he remove on his wall that he commented on her post .
kire dengan aku nak step baik lah tak comment pompan , padehal , hmm ~
orang hati busuk tak lame lah .
tuhan akan selalu bantu orang yang jujur & ikhlas .
law betul jujur , ikhlas , takya remove pe yang die comment on her post .
natural sudah lah .
asal nak kene 2 face ?
tak betol .
haiz ~
sampai 31st december 2010 je lah aku kasi .
law masih gitu jugak , sayonara dudes ~
nikah ke hape ke , forget about it as i deserve someone else who love me honestly & whole hearted .
below are photos of my cyntha .
below are pictures of myself & my adorable daughter .
lastly , hand to hand .
нея ωояδѕ • нзя ѕαγ ♥