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24.11.10 @ [9:31 AM]

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purpose i private my blog coz i want it private .
haha !

ade mummy msn me last night pasal my previous blog post .
she sound unhappy .

dulu Mummy ajak runding, your parents tak nak. Sekarang wawa blame Mummy? Datang rumah boleh tapi mak ayah wawa terima? Wawa sekarang dalam post blue. Mummy nak hantar $$ wawa bilang jangan, tapi dalam blog wawa blame keluarga Mummy. Tak apa lah. Mummy doakan keputusan wawa mesti untuk kebaikan Nadia and wawa sendiri. Nasi dah jadi bubur.. tak boleh pusing balik. Kalau gitu perasaan Wawa, Mummy terima. Mummy akan sentiasa doakan keselamatan Wawa & Nadia.

1stly , who is Nadia ?
semabarnag kuat je name anak aku Nadia .
aku sendiri belum decide .
no intention to put Nadia pun .
ape saje .

2nd , mummy ajak runding but my parents tolak ?
dont eu ever ask urself why ?
sape nak nikah dengan lelaki yang ade perempuan lain .
if eu got to know ur bf have another woman also i dont think eu urself accept to marry him right ?
& please , its not my parents yang tak nak but its me .

3rd , datang rumah tapi mak bapak aku terima ke tak ?
haha !
silly question .
my mum is the 1 who personally texted eu while ur away to perth with farhan .
my mum personally texted eu upon baby is safely delivered to the world .
& what did eu reply her ?
eu'll visit us when ur back in the city ?
tapi mane bukti nye ?
nari anak aku dah seminggu .
habuk pun takde .
& please , eu urself ask me when eu can see me & baby & i myself told eu , eu may come my house .
i already said that to eu yet last night eu ask if my mak bapak terime ke tak ?
wth !
anak beranak , pegi pit , minum sampai mabuk boleh .
datang sini tengok baby , tak boleh .

4th , mummy nak hantar $$ tapi wawa tanak ?
hello madam .
i dont want ur $$ .
i dont need ur $$ .
dari awal aku ngandong sampai saat ni , 1cen $$ dari korang pun aku & anak aku takde telan .
my purpose & motive talking about $$ coz of farhan .
aku nak sedar kan die .
die tuh buang $$ beli couple ring boleh .
bukan aku nak jealous lah , memang lah boleh .
no one stopping eu but funny is , he dont buy anything for his daughter .
not im asking for it but his not showing that his the father to baby .
get what i mean ?

susah lah aku nak bobal dengan manusie yang memang otak mati & hati busuk .
no matter what , they wont understand .
be it lah .
i've made my decision anyway .
i've made my decision not to binte kan anak aku muhammad farhan but abdullah .
when she grow up , i'll explain to her everything , the truth from a-z .
for what aku nak binte kan muhammad farhan if muhammad farhan tuh not around .
not around satu hal , bukan macam bapak kandung pun .
tengok pun tidak , sms je lebih .
hari² sms aku , msn aku tanye pasal baby .
routine baru kape ?
kalaw setakat tanye , lelaki lain pun boleh lah sms , msn aku tanye hows baby ?
durh ~

well , i've been on my own feet since im 6months pregnant when eu left me for that 19 years old girl .
infact , till today .
so why cant i just stay put like this all the way ?
anyway what for must i feel like im the wrong when eu decide to be far with ur own daughter .
i'll prove to eu , ur mum , ur dad , ur aunties uncles , atok nenek & lastly to ur gf that i can raise UR daughter on my own without any of ur help .

honestly i hate my blog right now coz its private .
whatever aku bahase kan farhan & family starting from now , they cant read it .
biar lah tak masuk otak dorang pun tapi tetap aku happy bahase kan dorang .
actually i private my blog coz i dont want them to steal photo of my daughter .
aku tanak anak aku jadi bahan poster korang .

this bday is not a fun bday afterall...im happy to have my princess in my life but im just going through too many problems now to even enjoy on my birthday...

no matter how much i hate eu outer part of me , deep in me , there's still eu .
part of my life , part of our daughter's life .
but what to do , eu chooses this way .
anyway , happy 21st birthday muhammad farhan .
& happy 1 week old to our princess daughter .

lastly i wanna congrats prince william & wife to be , kate middleton for their wed next year april 29th .
wife to be so the pretty .
elegant look .
perfect for prince william .

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dates not to forget

october 09
~~011009 - childrens day~~
~~031009 - abang bob wedding~~
~~041009 - cik ala open house~~
~~051009 - tante birthday~~
~~061009 - epulKUCING birthday~~
~~081009 - take my iPhone & LG from shop~~
~~101009 - last day at clementi home~~
~~111009 - cik noi place for raya~~
~~141009 - oshin last breath~~
~~151009 - ayah birthday~~
~~271009 - atok birthday~~
~~311009 - halloween at night safari~~

november 09
~~041109 - meet ika at chilis~~ - cancel
~~071009 - team darkstars chalet~~ - cancel
~~081109 - lil yat birthday party~~
~~091109 - lil yat birthday~~
~~141109 - tagged & 125z club gathering~~
~~171109 - cik ala operation~~
~~221109 - left 4 dead with dincine & slak~~
~~291109 - tagged & 125z club gathering~~

december 09
~~021209 - adik birthday~~
~~131209 - welcome back adik~~
~~191209 - tagged & 125z club gathering~~
~~261209 - taggers & 125z club pit~~ - cancel
~~311209 - siloso beach party countdown 2010~~

january 10
~~020110 - keira birthday~~
~~030110 - cousin shafiq wedding~~
~~040110 - bo & labu birthday~~
~~050110 - mamat tears birthday~~
~~070110 - ijalspade & ilut birthday~~
~~080110 - wan anak devil birthday~~
~~100110 - aishah shariff birthday~~

april 10
~~140410 - 1st check-up~~
~~160410 - Taggers Pit~~

may 10
~~050510 - 2nd check-up~~
~~120510 - mama birthday~~
~~180510 - pitbull concert~~
~~220610 - pasir gudang~~
~~300510 - alin's wedding & ilut's engagement~~ - cancel

june 10
~~020610 - joe & kak lin's wedding~~ - cancel

july 10
~~200710 - scan & check baby gender~~

september 10
~~010909 - baby elly birthday~~
~~050910 - mak busu birthday~~
~~060910 - jai (siren) & kak long birthday~~
~~090910 - m i n e & honeylilies birthday~~
~~100910 - Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri~~
~~140910 - saf birthday & scan again~~
~~190910 - zai jepon birthday~~
~~200910 - cik noi birthday~~
~~280910 - jak birthday~~
~~290910 - liana (ex-wife jap) birthday~~

october 10
~~011010 - childrens days~~
~~051010 - tante birthday~~
~~061010 - epulKUCING birthday~~
~~141010 - oshin 1 year away~~
~~151010 - ayah birthday~~
~~271010 - atok birthday~~

november 10
~~171110 - hari raya haji 2010~~
~~171110 - daughter's 1st cry~~
~~181110 - daughter's 1st check up~~
~~211110 - due date~~
~~221110 - daughter's juandice check up~~
~~231110 - urut day 1~~
~~241110 - daughter's juandice check up~~
~~241110 - urut day 2~~
~~241110 - urut day 3~~
~~251110 - urut day 4~~
~~261110 - urut day 5~~
~~291110 - daughter's juandice check up~~

december 10
~~021210 - adik's birthday~~
~~031210 - papa's going on a vacation~~
~~101210 - papa's back from vacation~~
~~161210 - papa's check up~~
~~171210 - daughter's 1 month check up~~
~~291210 - my check up~~
~~311210 - countdown 2011~~

january 11
~~010111 - zurastar wedding~~
~~051111 - nenek 2 years away~~
~~070111 - visit at changi prison~~ - cancel
~~100111 - daughter's circumcision~~
~~110111 - make daughter's passport~~ - cancel
~~110111 - father admitted to hospital~~
~~170111 - make daughter's passport~~

april 11
~~180411 - daughter's check up~~
~~190411 - syafiq left us all~~
~~220411 - afiq's birthday~~

may 11
~~020511 - kak noi's sons chalet~~
~~080511 - mothers' day~~
~~120511 - my beloved mama birthday~~
~~180511 - 1 month of arwah syafiq away~~

june 11
~~160611 - twins birthday~~
~~180611 - om birthday~~
~~240611 - chalet~~
~~250611 - chalet~~
~~260611 - chalet~~
~~290611 - daughter's extra injection~~

july 11
~~060711 - daughter's appointment at KK~~

may 12
~~060711 - daughter's appointment at KK~~

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have been doing lately

☺ life is getting good for me & family
☺ proud to be a hot mummy
☺ full time mother
☺ nenek is always in my everywhere
☺ always been missing nenek
☺ from a girl to a lady
☺ awaiting for someone special
☺ been who i never use to be
☺ thinking of my future
☺ waiting for those special day
☺ loving my angel each & everyday

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if only i can have all this at one go

☻ new hairstyle
☻ new pink laptop
☻ ~~new pink digital camera~~
☻ oil and pimple free face
☻ white pink kr
☻ ~~pink nintendo 3DS~~
☻ pink slim psp
☻ best hp
☻ studio photo shots with family & bf
☻ ~~auntie annes cinnamon sugar pretzel~~
☻ ~~carls jr chcocolate shake malt~~
☻ ~~' dopie ' sandal~~
☻ ~~thick pink sweater with hoodies~~
☻ ~~crumpler sling beg~~
☻ flat tv sreen for my room
☻ ~~gold necklace with my name plated~~
☻ ~~gucci rush perfume~~
☻ 25th birthday chalet
☻ enrol class 3
☻ ~~S$18 - babygirl birth cert~~
☻ ~~S$70 - babygirl passport~~
☻ ~~S$385 - our massage~~
☻ ~~S$55 - babygirl sunat & ear piercing~~
☻ ~~babyjborn hot pink baby carrier~~
☻ any branded pink pram
☻ gold earring for daughter
☻ gold anklet for daughter
☻ gold necklace for daughter

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gain experience in places

♣ snow city
♣ ~~singapore zoo~~
♣ ~~night safari~~
♣ world of sentosa
♣ ~~baju kurong for raya 2008~~
♣ ~~swensens~~
♣ ~~wild wild wet~~
♣ ~~escape theme park~~
♣ batam resort , phuket , bali , sunway lagoon
♣ ~~cycling~~ / roller blading
♣ singapore flyer
♣ ~~marina barrage~~
♣ G Max ride
♣ ice skating
♣ ~~cafe del ma~~
♣ ~~universal studio~~
♣ ~~pasir gudang track~~
♣ port dickson
♣ iFly

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a simple two when - tee six year old;
adores Shopping & her lil precious;
POOH makes her eye goes BLINK BLINK;
loves and wishes to be loved;
ain't one to be ~~taken for granted~~;
tend to be a material girl at times;
a part time SLEEPING BEAUTY;
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