22.11.10 @ [
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picture of us earlier on today .
what a gorgeous daughter i have .
top picture , yeah mate bengkak pasal nangis the whole night .
today also whole day i cry .
sedih sangat sey .
i dont know when will my tears stop flowing .
well about daughter's check up , perr ~
last friday her 1st check up .
tadi check up on her juandice .
thursday ni have to go check up again .
haiyo ~
aku ni dah lah tak berkerja sejak menjak dah bersalin ni , $ pulak makin merosot .
geram aje .
barang baby lucky many poeple give her as present .
pampers pun ade orang kasi as baby gift .
lucky sey .
save $ saye .
hehe .
bapak aku ni lagi satu .
aku pey geram !
time aku ngandong , langsung tak bobal gan aku since the day he got to know i pregnant till the night of 16th nov .
sekarang anak aku dah keluar , amboi .
bobal gan aku .
pantang nampak anak aku , dokong je !
fed up sey .
aku nak kiss² sayang aku also cannot .
sekarang aje , his been carrying her since 0730pm till now !
sanggup tak sembayang isyak dulu .
ergg ~
aku kat sini tunggu when bapak aku nak letak anak aku .
mak aku pun , she will spend her time looking at baby .
even when she's asleep .
pas tuh sendiri membebel , " wah . macam dah malas nak buat kerja rumah . "
dah seronok sangat tengok baby ke nenek .
haha !
happiest part is my nenek call herself nenek whenever she talks to daughter & my dad call himself atok whenever he talks to daughter .
my aunty also call herself ' nekla ' coz her name is ramlah .
haha !
loving my family so much .
since baby is around , everything changed .
alhamdullillah changed to be better .
tadi also carter diaper bag which i ordered online arrived .
the big 1 pey lah besar .
macam dah boleh bawak gi overseas sey .
serious effing big .
can put daughter & another baby in also .
haha !
besok pagi , daughter & i having our massage .
fuyoo ~
tak sabar i .
bontot i pun dah macam tak berfungsi gitu .
sakit gile !
lagi² jahitan kat pepek aku ni .
yak allah .
nak duduk pun susah , baring also susah , jalan pun kepit .
sakit oii !
baby last night pampers got blood .
total 3 pampers for the whole night i changed all got blood .
till now also lah got blood .
tadi ' nekla ' send her to poly .
' nekla ' nak sangat anta .
doctor say its normal for baby to have blood discharge pasal time dalam womb kan , baby take everything from the mother .
so ni kire pape aku dalam badan die tengah nak keluar balik .
to be exact doctor say , baby having menses but its my mense blood .
aku dengar pun terkejut sey like baby have mense ?
haha !
thank god daughter is normal .
aku ade dah sedih ingat die sakit pasal ade darah .
sekali doctor dah cakap normal then ok lah .
tenang sikit hati aku .
see !
i dont know why now i easily cry whenever i think of my daughter .
like right now , without looking at her beautiful face also i can cry .
sumpah aku sedih & i know i cant stop crying .
now i know how mother feels when i did something that would hurt her .
even now seeing my daughter living like this je dah already hurting me .
the feeling tuh macam automatically ade dalam diri aku ni .
yak allah !
beri lah aku kekuatan untuk tempuh hidup aku .
amin !
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