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26.11.10 @ [11:44 AM]

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morning !
just finish my shower .
currently waiting for makcik keropok nye adik ipar .

my current mood is FUCKING PISSED OFF !
with my family .
sumpah aku bingit .
especially with my dad & aunt .
& my mum also lah .
senang kate all lah .
since my mum told my dad & aunt that farhan came here to see baby , they keep on reminding me not to let farhan see baby anymore .
sampai kan force me to go ICA TODAY !
buat birth cert .
they dont allow me to put farhan's name .
siak uh !
padehal aku siang² time aku ngandong 7months aku dah bilang nak letak name farhan & all agreed .
abe sekarang everything change .
MEREPEK !
name pun belum confirm sampai sanggup suruh aku fikir a name for baby by THIS NOON !
kepale hotak siak .
anak aku pe , suke hati aku uh nak letak name bapak die ke tak .
korang sape nak sebok .
her future also depend on me .
aku yang akan bawak die kemane sampai aku tue bukan korang .
memang i myself still confused to put his name or not tapi tak sampai kalang kabut macam ni .
i need time to think .

like right now , this very second , anak aku tengah nangis , my father yeye from living room lari to my room .
siak uh .
seriously im not happy .
kaw yang dulu pakse aku buang tuh anak , sekarang kaw nak terlari-lari tengok tuh anak yang kaw suruh aku bunuh .
wtf !
dah tak sioman pe korang satu² ?
SINTING !

last night also got problem .
problem between farhan & totot .
geram aku .
tetibe single .
pulak tuh both ego .
si totot 12am+ call me .
she on the way to marsiling nak meet farhan .
yang si farhan pulak degil tanak jumpe .
dah totot tunggu bawah block sendirian sampai kul berape .
teruk betul ni farhan .
marah pun at least turun lah .
kesian kan leaving a girl under his void deck .
memang kite tak suruh turun but at least have some heart .
that was the time when he also confess everything to me .
i swear i cried !
i happily cried with tears telling my daughter , " papa's back with us sayang . " while carrying her to sleep but same time in my heart , " im sorry i cant accept eu back in my life . "
he left me & daughter for months just for that girl , i was in labour without him , my daughter 1st look wasnt at him .
i do suffer alot .
& now they easily broke off just like that with a blink of eye .
so the not worth my pain all this while .
whatever it is , i hope they can be back together again .
aku tanak kerane anak aku , pompan lain pulak merane macam mane aku merane dulu .
i know how it feels .

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dates not to forget

october 09
~~011009 - childrens day~~
~~031009 - abang bob wedding~~
~~041009 - cik ala open house~~
~~051009 - tante birthday~~
~~061009 - epulKUCING birthday~~
~~081009 - take my iPhone & LG from shop~~
~~101009 - last day at clementi home~~
~~111009 - cik noi place for raya~~
~~141009 - oshin last breath~~
~~151009 - ayah birthday~~
~~271009 - atok birthday~~
~~311009 - halloween at night safari~~

november 09
~~041109 - meet ika at chilis~~ - cancel
~~071009 - team darkstars chalet~~ - cancel
~~081109 - lil yat birthday party~~
~~091109 - lil yat birthday~~
~~141109 - tagged & 125z club gathering~~
~~171109 - cik ala operation~~
~~221109 - left 4 dead with dincine & slak~~
~~291109 - tagged & 125z club gathering~~

december 09
~~021209 - adik birthday~~
~~131209 - welcome back adik~~
~~191209 - tagged & 125z club gathering~~
~~261209 - taggers & 125z club pit~~ - cancel
~~311209 - siloso beach party countdown 2010~~

january 10
~~020110 - keira birthday~~
~~030110 - cousin shafiq wedding~~
~~040110 - bo & labu birthday~~
~~050110 - mamat tears birthday~~
~~070110 - ijalspade & ilut birthday~~
~~080110 - wan anak devil birthday~~
~~100110 - aishah shariff birthday~~

april 10
~~140410 - 1st check-up~~
~~160410 - Taggers Pit~~

may 10
~~050510 - 2nd check-up~~
~~120510 - mama birthday~~
~~180510 - pitbull concert~~
~~220610 - pasir gudang~~
~~300510 - alin's wedding & ilut's engagement~~ - cancel

june 10
~~020610 - joe & kak lin's wedding~~ - cancel

july 10
~~200710 - scan & check baby gender~~

september 10
~~010909 - baby elly birthday~~
~~050910 - mak busu birthday~~
~~060910 - jai (siren) & kak long birthday~~
~~090910 - m i n e & honeylilies birthday~~
~~100910 - Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri~~
~~140910 - saf birthday & scan again~~
~~190910 - zai jepon birthday~~
~~200910 - cik noi birthday~~
~~280910 - jak birthday~~
~~290910 - liana (ex-wife jap) birthday~~

october 10
~~011010 - childrens days~~
~~051010 - tante birthday~~
~~061010 - epulKUCING birthday~~
~~141010 - oshin 1 year away~~
~~151010 - ayah birthday~~
~~271010 - atok birthday~~

november 10
~~171110 - hari raya haji 2010~~
~~171110 - daughter's 1st cry~~
~~181110 - daughter's 1st check up~~
~~211110 - due date~~
~~221110 - daughter's juandice check up~~
~~231110 - urut day 1~~
~~241110 - daughter's juandice check up~~
~~241110 - urut day 2~~
~~241110 - urut day 3~~
~~251110 - urut day 4~~
~~261110 - urut day 5~~
~~291110 - daughter's juandice check up~~

december 10
~~021210 - adik's birthday~~
~~031210 - papa's going on a vacation~~
~~101210 - papa's back from vacation~~
~~161210 - papa's check up~~
~~171210 - daughter's 1 month check up~~
~~291210 - my check up~~
~~311210 - countdown 2011~~

january 11
~~010111 - zurastar wedding~~
~~051111 - nenek 2 years away~~
~~070111 - visit at changi prison~~ - cancel
~~100111 - daughter's circumcision~~
~~110111 - make daughter's passport~~ - cancel
~~110111 - father admitted to hospital~~
~~170111 - make daughter's passport~~

april 11
~~180411 - daughter's check up~~
~~190411 - syafiq left us all~~
~~220411 - afiq's birthday~~

may 11
~~020511 - kak noi's sons chalet~~
~~080511 - mothers' day~~
~~120511 - my beloved mama birthday~~
~~180511 - 1 month of arwah syafiq away~~

june 11
~~160611 - twins birthday~~
~~180611 - om birthday~~
~~240611 - chalet~~
~~250611 - chalet~~
~~260611 - chalet~~
~~290611 - daughter's extra injection~~

july 11
~~060711 - daughter's appointment at KK~~

may 12
~~060711 - daughter's appointment at KK~~

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have been doing lately

☺ life is getting good for me & family
☺ proud to be a hot mummy
☺ full time mother
☺ nenek is always in my everywhere
☺ always been missing nenek
☺ from a girl to a lady
☺ awaiting for someone special
☺ been who i never use to be
☺ thinking of my future
☺ waiting for those special day
☺ loving my angel each & everyday

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if only i can have all this at one go

☻ new hairstyle
☻ new pink laptop
☻ ~~new pink digital camera~~
☻ oil and pimple free face
☻ white pink kr
☻ ~~pink nintendo 3DS~~
☻ pink slim psp
☻ best hp
☻ studio photo shots with family & bf
☻ ~~auntie annes cinnamon sugar pretzel~~
☻ ~~carls jr chcocolate shake malt~~
☻ ~~' dopie ' sandal~~
☻ ~~thick pink sweater with hoodies~~
☻ ~~crumpler sling beg~~
☻ flat tv sreen for my room
☻ ~~gold necklace with my name plated~~
☻ ~~gucci rush perfume~~
☻ 25th birthday chalet
☻ enrol class 3
☻ ~~S$18 - babygirl birth cert~~
☻ ~~S$70 - babygirl passport~~
☻ ~~S$385 - our massage~~
☻ ~~S$55 - babygirl sunat & ear piercing~~
☻ ~~babyjborn hot pink baby carrier~~
☻ any branded pink pram
☻ gold earring for daughter
☻ gold anklet for daughter
☻ gold necklace for daughter

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gain experience in places

♣ snow city
♣ ~~singapore zoo~~
♣ ~~night safari~~
♣ world of sentosa
♣ ~~baju kurong for raya 2008~~
♣ ~~swensens~~
♣ ~~wild wild wet~~
♣ ~~escape theme park~~
♣ batam resort , phuket , bali , sunway lagoon
♣ ~~cycling~~ / roller blading
♣ singapore flyer
♣ ~~marina barrage~~
♣ G Max ride
♣ ice skating
♣ ~~cafe del ma~~
♣ ~~universal studio~~
♣ ~~pasir gudang track~~
♣ port dickson
♣ iFly

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POOH makes her eye goes BLINK BLINK;
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tend to be a material girl at times;
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