21.11.10 @ [
4:37 PM]
нαиγα тυнαи вϊѕα мзмϊѕαнкαи кϊтα
in pink was her 3rd day & the rest in white are all early this morning .
cute aint she .
idong so the father .
ergg ~
babygirl received quite number of presents .
thanks to all her neneks & aunties .
kak noi also just went back home .
sungguh touching die bawak present for baby .
haha !
now babygirl sleeping .
just finish nursing her .
kurangasam betol ni satu anak .
aku tengah susu kan die , die kentut & then smile .
nak je aku gigit pipi die .
tomorrow morning she got check up again .
pity her .
hope eu'll be alright ok princess .
everybody is always around eu just for eu .
last night also my aunt & uncle came to visit me & to see her .
menangis aku jap dengar kate² from my tante .
i never cried looking at her for the 1st time but i did ever since we got home till today .
whenever i looked at her , i'll cry .
sedih bukan kerane die takde ayah or any complete family coz i know my family is already enough for her .
im sad for her future .
whenever i cried , i always tell her that im sorry for letting her live .
i didnt know what to do when i got to do i have her .
nak buang , kesian die tak bersalah .
she is innocent .
simpan pulak , gini lah .
sad that she is living this way .
sedih die diwujud kan & dilahirkan dengan care yang salah .
whenever i see her smile , i wonder if she can give me the same smile when she got to know who she really is .
i really feel guilty letting her live & same time i dont wanna kill her .
kire aku ni macam tersepit tengah² .
i just dont know how to forgive myself .
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