23.11.10 @ [
5:21 PM]
нαиγα тυнαи вϊѕα мзмϊѕαнкαи кϊтα
fucking pissed off sey this days .
last night i throw tantrum at my darling tamaguchi .
end of the day , kesian sey .
what causes it ?
my dad .
his been carrying her to & fro since after his done with his maghrib prayers sey .
dulu ye² tanak bobal gan aku , sekarang die yang berkepit .
taw lah siape pun excited dapat cucu in any ways tapi agak² lah weii .
aku makin hari boleh jadi gile taw .
ive been thinking hard on my daughters future .
this is so not a joke coz barang ni bukan barang setahun due tapi in many years to come .
to be exact , nak binte kan ape .
i dont know if i want to put her papa's name or not .
1 of the reason is , nak letak name die pun buat ape ?
setakat tangkap glamour tompang name tapi actually takde bende ?
what i actually mean is , binte muhammad farhan je tapi tak macam anak muhammad farhan .
gitu ?
besok anak aku dah seminggu tapi langsung takde satu pun dari keluarge muhammad farhan datang visit .
not visit me but for baby at least .
bukan aku bingit lah they never visit me but seriously they talk like aku ni takde prasaan .
pasal ape ?
visit tanak tapi gambar nak .
tak mepek ?
nak gambar baby , pegi uh yahoo or google search for any baby picture then save .
pit boleh pegi , minum sampai mabok .
visit baby tak boleh ?
so the merepek .
bukan aku nak kurangaja lah tapi ni fact .
betol pey treat aku ni macam dorang pey hambe abdi .
dah lah aku ngandong , langsung buat bodoh .
takde tanggung pape .
medisave orang sane langsung tak gerak .
padehal dulu dorang yang yeye suruh aku gi abortion tuh budak yang kat gambar tuh .
tengok gambar baby tuh , itu budak yang korang suruh aku buang dulu .
paham ?!
takde hati perut .
suruh aku buang satu hal , buat bodoh , pastu ade hadir nye baby , semua yeye .
talk big but no action .
semua pandai nak sms , msn .
datang sini , tak berani .
perh ~
seriously , ive been thinking so hard about my daughter's future .
he has his new gf means his having his new life .
so why must i still here with my daughter waiting for him to come back to us as 1 family ?
aku terfikir law aku tak letak name die , i'll explain to my daughter later on what actually happen & how cruel orang sane .
suruh aku abortion , dah tu tinggal kan aku bulat² demi orang yang die baru kenal dengan anak yang dalam rahim , dah tuh anak keluar , langsung tak visit tapi banyak sms & msn dah tuh nak gambar .
datang sini kasi 1st kiss to own blood also takde .
makin hari percentage aku tanak binte kan farhan makin naik .
naik rimas having connection with this kind of people .
i'll make my final decesion soon .
allah guide me please & i need ur help so much .
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