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7.11.10 @ [12:08 PM]

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argg ~
tolong !
my little shop got flooded with 25 photo comments & still going on this very second .
each & every picture asking me the prices by the same profile user .
really making me confused & sick sey .
i dont even know where to start .

my aunty came home & brought some baby gifts from tom & stephanie .
so cute lah .
& my room now seriously dah macam kedai jual barang baby .
wardrobe now full of mine & baby stuff .
my undergarments lain , pants , skirts , baju melayu , tops , dresses .
gosh ~
now add on baby mittens , booties , receiving blanket , rompers , socks .
4 door wardrobe also not enough space .
still have the baby clothing given by others , the gifts on my room floor .
can do garage sales in my room already .
i really need to buy another small side drawer sey .
ikea !
i'll visit eu soon when im totally back in health .

few hours ago , mum wants to borrow me $$ .
bohoo ~
im here working & trying to save up $$ for my daughter's usage , mother kat sane nak pinjam .
in case need more cash for hari raya haji .
pening !
i dont mind all these while borrowing her , infact selame ni family member ke kawan aku tak pernah lokek sey in helping them .
if i have , takde banyak bunyik , terus kasi .
but now is already a different issue .
all those extra $$ in my savings is actually for my daughters usage .
i have an extra mouth to feed sey now .
haiz ~

dah lah anak aku tuh ade bapak kandung pun dah macam takde bapak .
dah lah tak tolong pape in terms of $$ .
senang² give me baby , senang² die pergi .
where to ?
enjoy with his new gf , new bike , friends .
beli couple ring lah , keluar makan ramai² macam takde tanggungan gitu .
padehal tuh couple ring semua tak perlu sey .
couple ring bodoh tuh penting dari anak kape ?
bukan aku jealous uh , aku pun tak heran lah dengan manusie yang berhati busuk macam tuh .
die mati pun , airmate tak kan mengalir lah untuk manusie seperti tuh .
tapi aku sakit hati macam aku nak kene tanggung sendiri when i got this child from him .
cakap orang besar kan nonok .
abe die tuh ?
pasal nonok sampai lupe anak , lupe diri , lupe tanggung jawab sebagai seorang ayah .
diri sendiri tuh padehal yang besar kan nonok .
shooting at people when he himself is like that .
self reflecting maybe .
human with no heart & brain .
have lah but dead rotten 1 .
ok sumpah dengan tibe² bobal pasal anak & $$ , aku boleh jadi bingit gan tuh manusie .
haiz ~
die buat pompan ngandong macam gini , die buat anak die gitu , i wonder , hidup die akan senang ke when he susah kan hidup orang ?
in terms of financial , kebahagian yang ikhlas bersih suci ?
or maybe now he can smile lah , nanti akhirat worst lah his punishment for leaving his responsibilty given by allah .
dose lain aku tanak bobal lah .
tuh antare die dengan tuhan .
ni aku bobal pasal dose yang kite due dah bikin & pulak tuh die add on the dose by ignoring amanah dari tuhan .
may allah open his eyes big² 1 fine day when he really became a real man .
betape penting nye anak dari nonok yang baru kenal .
betape penting nye makan minom anak dari cincin from couple lab tuh .

gosh ~
from blood going upstairs , now blood go down with tears flowing .
thanks so much uh to him .
he really make my life & my family miserable .
all of us have to tanggung anak die when his not doing anything .

sumpah aku takde dendam dengan tuh manusie .
dendam will never be in my dictionary .
malahan aku bobal baik² dengan nonok baru die tuh .
& always feel angry when she told me farhan dare to scold her .
marah sangat dengan farhan .
mula nya die bikin aku , sekarang suke hati mak bapak die nak marah anak dara orang .

macam aku , dulu die berani nak tipu helah aku .
konon nye setie tapi belakang aku , keluar dengan pompan lain .
tetap aku sabar & diam menanti die berubah sebab aku percaye manusie tuh berubah satu hari nanti .
dah berani tipu aku , pastu aku tengah ngandong anak die for 4 months , die berani pulak letak tangan die kat aku .
dah berani jadi jantan dayus , berani pulak lepas tuh tinggal kan aku & anak die pasal nonok baru kenal .
dah tinggal kan aku & anak bulat² , berani pulak kurangaja dengan mak kandung sendiri jugak pasal nonok baru kenal .
ape jenis manusie tuh name nye ?
kalaw die tinggal kan aku bulat² without having a child , aku tak pasal taw .
tapi ni die tinggal kan aku dengan adanya jantung kecik sekali dalam janin aku ni .
orang lain semua nya sayang anak tapi die ?
kejam kan manusie macam ni .
dah tinggal kan takpe , tak tanggung pun .
dah lah .
the more i think & talk about him , the more pain i feel , the more tears will flow down my cheek which is for sure aint worth .

now i want to get my mind back to work .

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dates not to forget

october 09
~~011009 - childrens day~~
~~031009 - abang bob wedding~~
~~041009 - cik ala open house~~
~~051009 - tante birthday~~
~~061009 - epulKUCING birthday~~
~~081009 - take my iPhone & LG from shop~~
~~101009 - last day at clementi home~~
~~111009 - cik noi place for raya~~
~~141009 - oshin last breath~~
~~151009 - ayah birthday~~
~~271009 - atok birthday~~
~~311009 - halloween at night safari~~

november 09
~~041109 - meet ika at chilis~~ - cancel
~~071009 - team darkstars chalet~~ - cancel
~~081109 - lil yat birthday party~~
~~091109 - lil yat birthday~~
~~141109 - tagged & 125z club gathering~~
~~171109 - cik ala operation~~
~~221109 - left 4 dead with dincine & slak~~
~~291109 - tagged & 125z club gathering~~

december 09
~~021209 - adik birthday~~
~~131209 - welcome back adik~~
~~191209 - tagged & 125z club gathering~~
~~261209 - taggers & 125z club pit~~ - cancel
~~311209 - siloso beach party countdown 2010~~

january 10
~~020110 - keira birthday~~
~~030110 - cousin shafiq wedding~~
~~040110 - bo & labu birthday~~
~~050110 - mamat tears birthday~~
~~070110 - ijalspade & ilut birthday~~
~~080110 - wan anak devil birthday~~
~~100110 - aishah shariff birthday~~

april 10
~~140410 - 1st check-up~~
~~160410 - Taggers Pit~~

may 10
~~050510 - 2nd check-up~~
~~120510 - mama birthday~~
~~180510 - pitbull concert~~
~~220610 - pasir gudang~~
~~300510 - alin's wedding & ilut's engagement~~ - cancel

june 10
~~020610 - joe & kak lin's wedding~~ - cancel

july 10
~~200710 - scan & check baby gender~~

september 10
~~010909 - baby elly birthday~~
~~050910 - mak busu birthday~~
~~060910 - jai (siren) & kak long birthday~~
~~090910 - m i n e & honeylilies birthday~~
~~100910 - Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri~~
~~140910 - saf birthday & scan again~~
~~190910 - zai jepon birthday~~
~~200910 - cik noi birthday~~
~~280910 - jak birthday~~
~~290910 - liana (ex-wife jap) birthday~~

october 10
~~011010 - childrens days~~
~~051010 - tante birthday~~
~~061010 - epulKUCING birthday~~
~~141010 - oshin 1 year away~~
~~151010 - ayah birthday~~
~~271010 - atok birthday~~

november 10
~~171110 - hari raya haji 2010~~
~~171110 - daughter's 1st cry~~
~~181110 - daughter's 1st check up~~
~~211110 - due date~~
~~221110 - daughter's juandice check up~~
~~231110 - urut day 1~~
~~241110 - daughter's juandice check up~~
~~241110 - urut day 2~~
~~241110 - urut day 3~~
~~251110 - urut day 4~~
~~261110 - urut day 5~~
~~291110 - daughter's juandice check up~~

december 10
~~021210 - adik's birthday~~
~~031210 - papa's going on a vacation~~
~~101210 - papa's back from vacation~~
~~161210 - papa's check up~~
~~171210 - daughter's 1 month check up~~
~~291210 - my check up~~
~~311210 - countdown 2011~~

january 11
~~010111 - zurastar wedding~~
~~051111 - nenek 2 years away~~
~~070111 - visit at changi prison~~ - cancel
~~100111 - daughter's circumcision~~
~~110111 - make daughter's passport~~ - cancel
~~110111 - father admitted to hospital~~
~~170111 - make daughter's passport~~

april 11
~~180411 - daughter's check up~~
~~190411 - syafiq left us all~~
~~220411 - afiq's birthday~~

may 11
~~020511 - kak noi's sons chalet~~
~~080511 - mothers' day~~
~~120511 - my beloved mama birthday~~
~~180511 - 1 month of arwah syafiq away~~

june 11
~~160611 - twins birthday~~
~~180611 - om birthday~~
~~240611 - chalet~~
~~250611 - chalet~~
~~260611 - chalet~~
~~290611 - daughter's extra injection~~

july 11
~~060711 - daughter's appointment at KK~~

may 12
~~060711 - daughter's appointment at KK~~

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have been doing lately

☺ life is getting good for me & family
☺ proud to be a hot mummy
☺ full time mother
☺ nenek is always in my everywhere
☺ always been missing nenek
☺ from a girl to a lady
☺ awaiting for someone special
☺ been who i never use to be
☺ thinking of my future
☺ waiting for those special day
☺ loving my angel each & everyday

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if only i can have all this at one go

☻ new hairstyle
☻ new pink laptop
☻ ~~new pink digital camera~~
☻ oil and pimple free face
☻ white pink kr
☻ ~~pink nintendo 3DS~~
☻ pink slim psp
☻ best hp
☻ studio photo shots with family & bf
☻ ~~auntie annes cinnamon sugar pretzel~~
☻ ~~carls jr chcocolate shake malt~~
☻ ~~' dopie ' sandal~~
☻ ~~thick pink sweater with hoodies~~
☻ ~~crumpler sling beg~~
☻ flat tv sreen for my room
☻ ~~gold necklace with my name plated~~
☻ ~~gucci rush perfume~~
☻ 25th birthday chalet
☻ enrol class 3
☻ ~~S$18 - babygirl birth cert~~
☻ ~~S$70 - babygirl passport~~
☻ ~~S$385 - our massage~~
☻ ~~S$55 - babygirl sunat & ear piercing~~
☻ ~~babyjborn hot pink baby carrier~~
☻ any branded pink pram
☻ gold earring for daughter
☻ gold anklet for daughter
☻ gold necklace for daughter

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gain experience in places

♣ snow city
♣ ~~singapore zoo~~
♣ ~~night safari~~
♣ world of sentosa
♣ ~~baju kurong for raya 2008~~
♣ ~~swensens~~
♣ ~~wild wild wet~~
♣ ~~escape theme park~~
♣ batam resort , phuket , bali , sunway lagoon
♣ ~~cycling~~ / roller blading
♣ singapore flyer
♣ ~~marina barrage~~
♣ G Max ride
♣ ice skating
♣ ~~cafe del ma~~
♣ ~~universal studio~~
♣ ~~pasir gudang track~~
♣ port dickson
♣ iFly

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a simple two when - tee six year old;
adores Shopping & her lil precious;
POOH makes her eye goes BLINK BLINK;
loves and wishes to be loved;
ain't one to be ~~taken for granted~~;
tend to be a material girl at times;
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