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15.8.10 @ [10:45 AM]
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disaster stricks yesterday till i have no mood to blog .


13th August eu messaged me .
14th August was supposed to be our day but im the 1 who leave him & hope im happy with what i did .
have eu ever think for a sec why i leave eu ?
do eu think im strong to see my man with someone else ?
dont blame me for letting eu go .
eu ask for it .
before i leave eu , ur already with her .
so blame urself , dont blame me .
im just 1 of ur victim .


eu asked about angel .
it hurts me so much seeing eu asking about angel's birth .
after that if i wanna take angel away , i may do say .
whats ur motive telling me that ?
eu only wanna see her & thats it .
eu dont care on whats gonna happen next .


then mummy found out ur having another girl .
eu said pandai kite berlakon & mummy was the 1 who ask eu to move on .
even if mummy ask eu to , i felt sorry for eu for not having ur own standing & ur own rights .
eu cant even decide ur own decision .
eu twisted her statement & understanding .
mummy ask me to abort baby , eu agreed on her .
mummy ask eu to move on life without me , eu agreed on her .
then mummy agree on us marrying , eu come back to me .
my mum disagree on our marriage & again eu left me .


mummy ask who is she & need an explaination .
without further do , eu scolded her instead of talking to her nicely .
eu even dis own her as ur own mum .
i wonder what kind of human are eu .


eu told mummy if mummy sayangkan wawa , amik je die jadi anak angkat .
tak tersangke eu would say that to her .
im the mother to her grand daughter & how could eu say that .
jangan cakap mummy je sorang sedih dengan kate-kate tuh , even i myself was totally down after hearing what eu told her .


then mummy ask me to leave eu .
she said farhan tak layak untuk wawa .
kalaw die boleh buat gini dengan mummy ape lagi wawa .


till mummy ask me for forgiveness dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki sebab salah besarkan anak sebegitu .
i really pity mummy for having a son like him .
mummy cakap jangan wawa pulak marah dengan mummy .
im never angry with eu for anything mummy .
im only angry at farhan sebab sebagai seorang lelaki & ayah , die takde pendirian hidup .


mummy cakap farhan marah sebab mummy cakap mummy tak kan terime perempuan tuh .
pasal tuh farhan marah .
baru belajar quran sikit dah pandai tuduh semue kesalahan die pade mummy .
mummy said die tak taw syurga die dibawah tapak kaki mummy .


i was so mad at farhan for his disrespect towards mummy .
im never mad at him for having alot of women around his waist .


tambah sedih nye he called my home .
was shouting & keep on asking what i want from him .
thats the most stupidest question i ever heard in my life .
im having ur daughter in my womb & eu asked me what i want from eu ?
ur blaming all on me for leaving eu .
eu keep telling me i asked for it .
dont stop telling urself i leave eu coz of eu having another woman behind my back .
& eu expect me to just sit quietly & watch eu having fun times with her ?


eu shouted at me , who am i to eu ?
who am i to mummy .
mak kaw pe ?
no , memang die bukan mak aku .
tapi die nenek pade anak aku & aku tak pernah rela manusie sakit kan hati keluarge aku .
kaw tanye aku lagi aku sape nak bilang-bilang orang laki , sejak bile nika .
sedih aku .
aku gelar kan kaw laki sebab kaw laki aku bukan JANTAN .
paham !
pompan boleh buat aku ngandong ke ?
of course not .
thats the reason why i call eu laki .
so stupid .
sebab aku ngandong dari laki macam kaw .


bukan nye aku cakap suami .
kaw taw beza kan lelaki dengan suami tak ?
kaw taw ape maksod pade due-due perkataan tuh tak ?
otak kaw dah terlampau banyak kawdang sampai kaw tak taw which is which .
ur just making fool of urself lah farhan .
bobal pakai otak lah & talk in a mature way .
dont talk like youngsters coz eu aint 1 no more .


then eu still have the cheek to tell me , law mak aku nenek die abe tuh bukan anak aku uh ?
i was suprise hearing eu say that .
anak kaw ?
kaw pernah ke anggap die anak pade mate kaw ?
kaw tak pernah kesah ade nye die atau pun tidak .
lepas tuh kaw marah kat aku , kalaw aku tanak , die boleh amik .
diri kaw sendiri tak betol kaw nak amik anak ?
hebat sangat pe perangai kaw pisah kan anak aku dari aku ?


i ask him , ni anak kaw abe yang tengah ngandong kan die sape .
pandai lah pulak diam .
aku ni dah macam perempuan simpanan kaw yang hanye simpan anak kaw dalam perut aku .
dah macam locker gitu dibuatnye .
aku kaw tanak , anak kaw nak .


6th July eu came my home & eu left with happiness in ur face .
today ur leaving me & got urself Totot .
within a month ur feelings towards me changed .
hampe aku dibuat nye .
hanye sebulan , hati kaw beruba .


aku suruh kaw turun rumah aku semalam , kaw macam champion cakap that day datang mak aku yang sembunyik .
pasal mak aku meluat tengok muke kaw .
yang nak sangat kaw is my father not my mother .
yang selalu menunggu konek kaw berdiri tegak depan rumah aku is my father .


mak aku nak sembunyik dengan kaw ape cite ?
die utang kaw kape ?
i dont think so .
malahan kaw yang utang mak bapak aku .
utang nye adelah $$ bulanan anak , satu haram pun takde dari kaw .
lagi nak bobal champion pasal mak aku .
ey tuh mak aku yang tanggong anak kaw paham mat kental !


after a long talk with Totot , at last she ask for forgiveness .
wth !
im totally sorry .
worst , she ask me why not i get back to him as 1 family .
she's fine with it & it wont hurt her even abit .
wth !
dengan senang kaw dah rampas laki orang , sekarang dengan senang kaw nak lepas kan laki orang .
eee . .
sorry ey .
aku dah luda , aku tak kan jilat balik .
then eu start talking about ayid .
eu dont wanna hurt ayid .
i was confused that point of time like asal ayid boleh terkeluar .
rupe nye si mat kental ni got her from ayid .
then start telling me she dont wanna hurt ayid anymore coz ayid love her too .
ape punye cinte tige segi yang korang dah main marry-go-round ni .
kala kan budak primary school .


whatever it is , to eu Totot , i had enough say about both eu & farhan .
kaw paham ape aku nak , kaw paham ape aku maksod kan after telling eu everything from a-z kan ?


aunty ask if i give farhan pooh to sleep with ?
maybe aunty remember i love pooh thats why maybe she know its from me .
i told her yes i did & why .
she :) & say pooh is still on his bed .
sedih pun ade , happy pun ade .
sedih pasal die ade orang lain tapi pooh masih tido dengan die .
happy pasal die masih simpan pooh dengan die untuk teman kan die tido .
he knows how much pooh & pink means to me .


both of us have 1 pooh each .
the same exact pooh bear .
the 1 with me is a gift which he won playing at arcade for me .
the 1 with him , bought it from shop .
co-incident we have the same pooh so we plan to ex-change it so that he can sleep with me (pooh) & i can sleep with him (pooh) .


well if 1 day eu were to totally hate that pooh , if eu have a good heart , please put it infront of my house gate .
if eu dont , eu may just dump it away .
& ur pooh which is with me , sorry i'll never return it to eu coz im giving it to angel .
i'll tell her that pooh is from her papa to her .


well farhan , from what i heard last night on the phone with eu really tells me that im no more in ur heart .
its been replaced with Totot .
if this is what eu want & happy with , i hope eu'll never make fool of Totot like what eu did to me all this while .
treasure her like how eu treasure ur baby boy .
i hope eu still remember who ur baby boy is coz eu told me eu only have 1 baby girl which is me at that point of time .


may eu always be happy with what eu have in life & what ur doing right now .
whatever it is , never regret on the path eu choose .
whats done can never be undone .


to my readers , i'll be away .
i'll come back blogging when the day comes .
the day that i can really accept reality that his gone from my life .
if there's anything do mail me at miss.wawa@live.com
i'll try my best to reply to any of the mails .
lastly take care of urselfs .


till then to all muslims whose fasting , have a happy ramadhan .
to all muslim , have a happy hari raya .

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☺ life is getting good for me & family
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☺ full time mother
☺ nenek is always in my everywhere
☺ always been missing nenek
☺ from a girl to a lady
☺ awaiting for someone special
☺ been who i never use to be
☺ thinking of my future
☺ waiting for those special day
☺ loving my angel each & everyday

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if only i can have all this at one go


☻ new hairstyle
☻ new pink laptop
☻ new pink digital camera
☻ oil and pimple free face
☻ white pink kr
☻ pink nintendo 3DS
☻ pink slim psp
☻ best hp
☻ studio photo shots with family & bf
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☻ thick pink sweater with hoodies
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☻ flat tv sreen for my room
☻ gold necklace with my name plated
☻ gucci rush perfume
☻ 25th birthday chalet
☻ enrol class 3
☻ S$18 - babygirl birth cert
☻ S$70 - babygirl passport
☻ S$385 - our massage
☻ S$55 - babygirl sunat & ear piercing
☻ babyjborn hot pink baby carrier
☻ any branded pink pram
☻ gold earring for daughter
☻ gold anklet for daughter
☻ gold necklace for daughter

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