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22.7.10 @ [10:38 AM]
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woken up by my bad dreams .


currently haven had any sip of drink or eaten anything .
after this i will have my breakfast for myself & my lil precious .


yes i admit , my relationship now has gone hare-wire .
same jugak lah kan story .
kerane penipuan & jugak orang ketige belakang aku .
same macam yang lain tuh .
well maybe this is the lifestyle man nowadays have .


dulu aku matian tanak bersame farhan kerane serik dalam bercinte .
tapi die tak putus asa memujuk aku untuk kembali hidup dialam percintaan .
macam ane nye gaduh kite sekali pun tetap die tak pernah putus asa untuk mendapat kan cinte aku .
took us months to officially get together .
sadly after i accepted him in my life , everything change .
he started to lie , started to go out with other girl behind my back alot of times .
tetap aku seperti biase .
once im in love means im in love .
macam ane nye dugaan & susah pun , tak kan pernah aku mundur diri .
macam ane aku tangkap die pun , memang lah mengamok tapi time tu je .
after few conversation , i cool myself down & everything goes as normal .
maybe coz of that he stepping real hard on my head .
kate orang tu tuhan maha kuasa .
dulu aku doa agar anak dalam kandungan aku ni selamat dari abortion .
yes finally alhamdullillah tuhan kabulkan doa aku walaupun tu kali pertame aku pijak sejadah sekian lame .
2nd , aku doa pade tuhan .
tunjuk kan aku jalan yang benar .
kalaw memang ia aku harus bersame farhan , tunjuk kan aku jalan nye .
kalaw memang aku tidak harus bersame farhan , tunjuk kan aku jugak jalan nye .
well again tuhan tunjuk kan aku siape farhan .
maha kuasa nampak kan aku ape die buat belakang aku .
tetap aku bute kan mate aku & maaf kan die .
mungkin ini pertunjukkan tuhan pade ku yang farhan bukan lelaki yang benar-benar cinte kan aku .
3rd aku bingung .
aku doa pade tuhan lagi .
tanye pade tuhan setelah ape kaw tunjuk pade aku , aku masih tak paham .
kaw tunjuk kan aku tu semua untuk bukak kan mate aku siape farhan tu tapi ape harus aku buat seterusnya ?
lupe kan saje die atau pun sabar menanti perubahan die ?
itu yang masih aku tertanye pade tuhan .
im happy tuhan kabulkan semua doa aku walawpun selame ni aku seperti anak yang tak beragama , walawpun aku dah banyak buat dosa tetap doa aku didengar oleh allah .


alhamdullillah jugak allah dengar doa ku agar beri anak ku semua kesihatan , kepandaian , kecantikan , keikhlasan , kemuliaan , semua yang baik .
walawpun dengan keadaan aku yang macam gini , hari-hari menangis , alhamdullillah anak aku sihat .


last night i rub my tummy & talk to lil precious that i promise i'll be ur mama & i'll also be ur papa .
before i start blogging , i looked at the video he made for me with the song .
again i cried & ask myself , where's the true love eu had for me gone to ?
where's the true farhan who really love me & never give up on having my love ?
all i have now is his blood & not his heart .
i started to realise his not meant for me .
its not us in his heart .
if he does , he would never hurt his love .
then i know that this isnt true love .
once again i failed & again being old wawa who never trust in love .
this time if a man appear in my life telling me the same story farhan did , ask me to give love a chance , well im so sorry .


farhan .
if eu are there reading this , i just wanna let eu know .
i never regret on letting eu come pass & stop at my heart every minute & every second .
never did i give up on eu coz i believe people change 1 day .
again im so sorry now , i have to let eu go .
i guess this is the best way .
dari hari-hari papa buat dose dengan menjadi penipu , lebih baik i let eu go so lying is never in ur life again .
eu dont have to lie anymore & free from dose .
wawa tanak jadi punce penyebab farhan buat dose .
& eu know right how much i use to hate love .
after this , please dont come back looking for me or lil precious .
anggap je kite tak pernah kenal .
i'll try my best to forget eu but same time please please dont ever come back .
dont worry about our lil precious as i promised already i'll be the mother & also the father .
this time eu hurt me , i never let eu pass by baby's life to hurt baby .
never !
tak payah nak datang bp around my blk to perah-perah & tell me that ur there coz i dont need that already .
tak payah nak susah payah belajar qomat kan baby .
tak payah susah payah nak call KK & let them remind eu when im in labour coz i dont wanna see eu ever again .
good bye papa .
memories will always remain as memories .
beautiful memories .
memories that i will bring along till i get old , our lil precious .


all i have now is my family , my true gfs & my lil precious .


baby ;
mama promise i will always be by ur side no matter what .
mama promise to didik eu with the right way .
i dont want eu to be like me .
mama promise , i'll work & find $$ for eu .
mama already planned to send eu to pre-school when ur 16months .
continue schooling from there .
send eu to madrasah .


what most mama cant wait is to bring eu to wherever i wanna go .
mama have to wait for eu to turn a year .
i wanna bring eu to take cable car which is opened yesterday .
there's alot of place i wanna bring eu .


time please run fast as i cant wait to let my lil precious see the world .
most is i cant wait to hold lil precious around my arms .
touch lil precious soft skin .
sleep with eu , hear eu cry coz i wanna hear ur voice .
time please run fast .

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110111 - make daughter's passport - cancel
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180411 - daughter's check up
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☺ life is getting good for me & family
☺ proud to be a hot mummy
☺ full time mother
☺ nenek is always in my everywhere
☺ always been missing nenek
☺ from a girl to a lady
☺ awaiting for someone special
☺ been who i never use to be
☺ thinking of my future
☺ waiting for those special day
☺ loving my angel each & everyday

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if only i can have all this at one go


☻ new hairstyle
☻ new pink laptop
☻ new pink digital camera
☻ oil and pimple free face
☻ white pink kr
☻ pink nintendo 3DS
☻ pink slim psp
☻ best hp
☻ studio photo shots with family & bf
☻ auntie annes cinnamon sugar pretzel
☻ carls jr chcocolate shake malt
☻ ' dopie ' sandal
☻ thick pink sweater with hoodies
☻ crumpler sling beg
☻ flat tv sreen for my room
☻ gold necklace with my name plated
☻ gucci rush perfume
☻ 25th birthday chalet
☻ enrol class 3
☻ S$18 - babygirl birth cert
☻ S$70 - babygirl passport
☻ S$385 - our massage
☻ S$55 - babygirl sunat & ear piercing
☻ babyjborn hot pink baby carrier
☻ any branded pink pram
☻ gold earring for daughter
☻ gold anklet for daughter
☻ gold necklace for daughter

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♣ snow city
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♣ world of sentosa
♣ baju kurong for raya 2008
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♣ escape theme park
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♣ G Max ride
♣ ice skating
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