today i was awake by mcdonald rider knocking on my gate .
he says someone order mcdonald on my behalf & has already paid by mr rahmat .
i wonder who the hell is he .
sekali wrong unit number lah .
kacau je aku tido .
then i watch tv while mother makes me hot milo to eat with my obat .
then sleep back .
ni baru bangun lah ni .
ujan pey lebat .
mother has been nagging to me lately for being too lazy .
asik bising je .
kaw asik selalu tido , baby keluar nanti jadi pemalas macam kaw baru taw .
haiyo ~
now she lik concern about my carriage not like last time tak kesah langsung .
ni mother start to sayang-sayang & touch my perut also .
so happy as now not only me who loves & cares for baby .
then what am i suppose to do .
im like half dead sey this days .
like what the hell for am i living .
no point living with a child without the fathers love .
yesterday mother went NUH to visit friend .
she bought me my favourite delifrance fruit tart & also a book .
read thru & learnt alot sey .
baby now can hear lah the surroundings .
baby hear male voice clearer then female lah .
must spend at least 30minutes someone quiet & communicate with our baby .
it also says ;
In addition , you can communicate with your child through touch :
whenever you feel a kick , touch the opposite side ( where the head is ) and caress the area while you speak .
macam-macam lah aku belajar .
now then i know .
last night while watching cinta fitri , baby kicked again .i followed the book & sayang-sayang on baby's head .
baby kicked again .
i sayang-sayang again & sambil talk to baby , baby kicked again .
excited sey aku baby respond to me .
mama so cant wait to hold eu in my arms sayang .
mother also start asking me to clean my room .
set a place to put baby clothes & all .
haiyo ~
sedih pe kene buat sendiri .
ade laki pon , dah macam takde .
have to go thru this pregnancy on my own .
baby now is active kicking only at night time sey .
siang hari tak sangat .
like tadi pagi when i drink my hot milo & makan obat , ade tendang then now terus diam .
tido lah tu .
nanti malam active kuat tendang .
takot aku die jadi burong hantu when dah born .
nanti aku sendiri susah .
malam jage , siang tido .
tomorrow am going changi prison again accompany mother for visit then to marine parade take my necklace .
will update soon ok bloggers .
now i wanna watch tv & find something to chew .
lapa noh .
toodles ~