9.10.09 @ [7:46 AM]

to kifie;
dayat tu si laki tu lah . ala . .
ala . .
si deytu .
yang full time carik pasal tu .
=]
thats why lah i dont understand that dayat .
he thinks his fam .
haha . .
he think with only picture , he can shit onto me .
only about small damn picture .
chey ~
his wrong then .
he made a wrong move right kifie ?
carik pasal with the wrong people .
seriously .
tought dayat should know me by now tapi tidak .
belum kenal jugak .
nanti satu hari aku kenal kan kaw sape aku ok dayat-bimbo .
kifie , thanks for ur understanding even when we are like this , messing everything .

to passerbyTWO;
ur true to every words eu typed .
masih sayang , semua nye indah .
dah putus , gitu lah .
sundal lah , murah lah .
haha . .
ni baru name nye JANTAN .
JANTAN TAKDE PENDIRIAN HIDUP & OTAK LETAK DI JUBO NYE .
haha . .
eu've make a shame to urself skank .
try harder lah is all i can say if eu want to hurt me coz for now , it doesnt .
anyway , if i can know & eu dont mind telling who eu are passerbyTWO ?
really would love to .

my say;
tsk ~
why life cant remain quiet as it is .
must always have bad things to do or say .
why cant people just live on their own world & not others ?
too free in life is it ?
hmm . .
he said , im the one who gave him this new link of mine .
eeeyoo ~
tak taw malu siot kaw dayat .
pandai cakap tuhan tu ade tapi diri sendiri tipu diri sendiri .
since when the hell i contact him & have time to tell him my new link .
gosh ~
eu are really sick dayat .
since when the hell skank ?
trying to be good to ur gf ?
hehe . .
try harder too coz ur making fool out of urself .
if only she knew the real eu , gosh ~
life will be so fine without mixing the good person with the bad person .
ala ~
easy to say .
every single shit came out from his typing , says , mind , toughts & feeling are all SHIT .
thing is dayat , selagi aku hidup , aku tak kan lepas kan kaw nye .
kaw dah bikin keco riuh , kaw fikir senang2 kaw boleh belah ?
haha . .
just wait patiently & see ok .
my mom & cik ala always say , guys with tears semua are actually most big liar .
now i really do understand what my mom say .
its true about this .
asking sympathy at that point of time , crying .
dah lah .
am gonna put to a stop about this SKANK .

tuesday we clear everything already .
am really gonna miss clementi .
a lot .
even no words can put to a sentence how much im gonna miss clementi .
oh gosh ~
im crying whil typing this .
really miss nenek .
really feel i could hug her again .
why so early nenek ?
everything is going too fast .
took picture & all for the last time .

wednesday went teck whye .
god i swear at that point of time i just feel like pulling his skins to small pieces .
i swear i never will forgive him & also myself .
now , everything gone .
i swear i'll never forget this .
F O R E V E R .

thursday whole day at home doing nothing but most of my time i spend in kitchen .
doing roti kirai .
wohoo ~
my first roti kirai .
mom commented ok nie & i can do it again for hari raya haji kenduri .
dad commented mmm , nice .
wohoo ~
i always have this feeling that im gonna replace my nenek .
no interest in education but good in kitchen .
like im good at making getas2 lah , ondeh2 , apam blossom , kuih2 , cakes & tis roti kirai .
i will learn more soon .

today , friday .
now its already 0842am .
mom still not home .
she's at changi .
left adik & me .
adik sleeping .
lisa was suppose to be here at 0830am but i called her , she just woke up .
haha . .
tonight im working .
9pm to 1am .
wohoo ~
cant wait & really looking forward to it .

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