
2.9.09 @ [
8:17 PM]

нαиγα тυнαи вϊѕα мзмϊѕαнкαи кϊтα
long story sey my life .
yesterday just went home .
actually yesterday went butter factory for interview with zul & ali .
then after that planned for dinner at marina square but dont know where .
zul planned to have dinner at banquet .
dah order semua sekali i saw baby elly from tagged .
ignored !
then put my food down & wanted to help zul get his food , sekali saw my mama lah .
buka with tagged rupa nya .
chezh ~
from there i went home & went separate ways with zul .
half way thru staying with zul , i always tell myself , this is not what i want .
i dont want to be with him .
his not meant for me .
behind me actually he love & always been contacting his ex .
if they think they still want to be together , why have me by his side .
life really in a mess but still i bear the pain .
every night i pray & talk to god , wish everything goes fine & smooth .
220809 start fasting which i dont .
on mense lah !
120809 watch G.I.Joe at GV Tampines Mall .
catch the last movie .
2200hrs .
$7.50 per ticket .
170809 wanted to watch Up - 3D at 2205hrs .
bugis iluma .
$10.00 .
bought the tickets at 2000hrs .
then straight we pass by salloon .
ask them if our hair can be done by 2200hrs .
he say yes .
sekali by 2300hrs still not yet done .
haiz ~
so off the tickets just like that .
280809 watch Final Destination - 3D at Tampines Mall also around 2320hrs .
$13.00 siak !
hak puih !
but once in a blue moon .
only me & zul knows how much $$ did we spend within that month .
more then few K's .
shit !
now i totally regret .
if only i keep the $$ & give it to my mama .
haiz ~
learn hardship siak this time but still im unhappy .
aku dah janji aku akan balik when i totally new but now my mama force me to go home .
haiz ~
нея ωояδѕ • нзя ѕαγ ♥