8.5.09 @ [6:06 PM]

we went west coast park mcdonald straight to have our dinner . goes in and sit . we didnt order first but instead we chatted . dayat talked to me everything . the way he talked to me really make me scared . seriously . with his red anger face , with his voice tempo really as if his talking to nadiah . his really letting all out . when pat arwah nenek , tears rolling down . kesian jugak tengok like why nadiah do this to him when dayat really treat him well . untung kaw nadiah , amat jage kaw macam jage puteri . well past is past . dayat cakap jugak if there's someone who talked shit about me , dia rela masok penjara . wow ! he really making me scared sey . seriously but alhamdullillah antara kite berjalan lancar .

our planned :

• get his 2a
• engagement

am really so excited about it . i told him , im not clever in cooking nor ironing . he say that's all doesnt matter . what matter is pandai jage hati and perasaan dia , pandai urus kan dia . im capable enough in all his needs . dia cakap wat ape kalaw pandai masak sedap2 pun , pandai gosok baju macam nadiah tapi hati busuk wat pe . aku yang sedih sey dengar like why lah nadiah kaw wat amat gitu . tak baik sey . he dont deserve all this especially mama & abah . they treated eu good and eu return all in bad ways . mama & abah lagi innocent sey . takpe lah . dayat pun cakap die akan benci nadiah , macam ane nadiah boleh lupa kan dia sekelip mate , macam gitu jugak dayat akan lupa kan nadiah . nadiah can do it and dayat pun cakap he also wanna prove that he can do it too . dah macam challenging lak dorang dua . pening aku yang orang tengah ni tengok kan . haiz ~ takpe lah , ada alasan nye mengape jodoh amat not with nadiah and only allah sorang yang maha mengetahui segale nye .

another thing pasal mon . kesian pulak after i heard all dayat story . nampak nye , aku and mon dulu dari same jalan , same kaki , we became close friend , dia luah kan everything kat aku sampai jadi rapat dengan aku , till we lost contact and today , same2 jugak aku berubah , die berubah and happiest thing is , dayat and mon became close friend . mon shed tears at dayat . ya la , dayat move on gan aku dah but mon still lost his way . modahan ada hikmah semua ni mon . ni hanya ujian dari tuhan . jangan lah mon perangai kaw macam qamarul and hanafi hanya guna kan laki aku pulak ey mon . hope eu two will become best friend forever . mon , nanti jangan lupe kan aku . kenal kan aku dengan gf kaw tu . so mane2 kite gi , not everywhere lah but certain place we go , we can double date , or triple date infact plus wandi and izzy jugak . triple date uh . hehe ! cant wait . dari semua belum nikah sampai lah semua ade anak masing2 , nanti anak kita jadi kawan . wohoo ~ berangan aku makin menjadi . dah sudah . makin lame type makin melarut aku . tak sabar . maklom lah kan . hehe ! lastly amat KUBO ! aku sayang kan kaw taw bodoh . aku janji , aku tak kan tinggal kan kaw macam ane aku buat kaw dulu tahun 2003 ok sayang . *peace*

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