9.1.09 @ [
11:24 AM]
нαиγα тυнαи вϊѕα мзмϊѕαнкαи кϊтα
just reached home with mama from clementi . last night tahlil for nenek . the way nenek look is stil fresh in me . she's the first corpse , decease or shall i say in approriate word which is mayat , first one for myself to mandi mayat . obek ju , mama , cik ala , tante and myself with the professional mandi mayat . for the first time my own nenek . deep in my heart , i was scared actually . seriously many stupid imagination of mine . takot nenek bangun balik lah ape lah but then i tok deep breath and say if nenek were to bangun balik so what . she's still my nenek and she's a good nenek . im not going to run away if she happen to bangun balik but after all , alhamdullillah . everything goes smooth . nenek also first mayat for me to kiss on her forehead . tak pernah cium dahi mayat . malam tu al the way i sit beside nenek and read yasin for her . take turn lah actually with me , cik ala , cik lateb , om and ayah . promise myself not to sleep and jaga nenek . around 5am baring then ko sey . ergg ~ back to the topic . we go to pusara abadi . see nenek going down make me cry more . all i was thinking about was , is nenek gong to be alright ? will tuhan seksa nenek ? nenek dah tua , kesian kan nenek lah . nenek baik , suka tolong orang . selalu masak kan anak yatim . just have to pray and doa kan nenek . nenek kebumikan pagi on the 6th january 2009 . 7th and 8th january 2009 morning went kubur . on the 7th , tommy anta . on the 8th , together with om . read yasin for nenek . modahan nenek nye dosa di kurang kan because from what i read and just got to know , if we read yasin at kubur arwah , arwah nye dosa akan di kurang kan . pemergian nenek sangat tidak disangka oleh orang ramai . without her getting sick or admitted to hospital , she just go like that after her maghrib prayer . she just tell atok that die sakit , baring kat katil , suruh picit badan terus senyap . nenek ! why leave us all so soon . we still need eu nenek . especially atok . whose going to take care of him at home ? masing2 berkerja and sekolah . atok is a stubborn type which wont sleep over to peoples house . now we're having problem , whose taking care of atok at home ? scared if his feeling down or lonely , he'll go out to dont know where without informing us and if anything happen how . thats our biggest problem right now . anyway , with or withot him , im going kubur this sunday morning . nenek ! take care ok .
нея ωояδѕ • нзя ѕαγ ♥
http://
oh-wawa
.blogspot.com
November 2008
Designer : ♥ ωαωα ♥
allah property 
